The countdown is on until we know if our frozen embies are liking their home and want to hang out and play for a while. 

I was talking to Laryen last night. And I told him that I feel guilty because I’m not feeling excited. I’m scared to get excited. Because we know how hard infertility is and just how much of a roller coaster of emotions it truly is. I feel bad because I don’t want our future kids to think I’m not excited that we’re on this journey. We are SO excited– it’s just SO hard. And one of the hardest parts is that it’s so much out of our control. This is the time where faith is in the driver’s seat and we have to trust that He’s steering us in the right direction. ❤